Being defenselessness - Friday poem

'Being defenselessness

Being defenselessness

is not a mess,

it is allowing you to have shaky legs,

knowing all is at stake on the outside

you might lose your pride,

but you never will lose your core,

you will never lose the strength of all your pores,

you will be shaky and weak

until it reaches a peak

and then you ease back into

standing in defenselessness,

but feeling a bless,

you never felt before,

which is coming out of your core

and you explore

this new being

agreeing,

allowing,

showing,

just name as it is simply open and aware,

you share

in a 'blunt-surprised-of-yourself- way'

and others might will run away,

because of what you say,

scared of this deep authentic being,

who is agreeing with moments of life

being weak but still alive

and living even in such an intimidating moment,

this grace till the end,

not to defend,

just because this is a natural being,

in which you grew fully,

seeing

how matter are really

living the essential,

knowing eventual,

life will give you answers,

what you need to live

and give,

putting down the lancers

who used to ride inside

in pride

to defend your outside with reaction

and just did not really change any to a deep inside satisfaction.

Just gave away your strength,

others will use as a revenge,

attacking you when possible again

it is a reaction chain,

which only can be leaded into a different direction,

by non-reaction,

just being in defenselessness,

that does not make any confess of your being

and for the other visible seeing,

you are not interested in a fight

you are not jeopardising your grace,

nor your smile in your face

of living life in joy,

your are not anymore willing to destroy

all you learned

and deep inside earned,

by travelling inside,

finding your light,

you live in peace

being with yourself at ease

and just showing boundaries

only once in a clear calm voice

taking a choice,

when necessary to turn around

and walk away,

do not obey,

but keep walking your unique path

that draws

a new line

on your inside map,

walking around the trap,

of Ego,

to let go

and just be,

see,

accept and agree

with lifes offers,

like lovers

in tune.'

- Created and copyright by Anke Martin