Dear duality of life - Tuesday poem

' Dear duality of life

Dear duality of life,

you tried to drive 

me crazy,

 made me hazy

but something inside

came out of hide

and showed me this bigger picture,

a deep inside written scripture,

expanding in front of me a new dimension,

which I can enter with intention

and teaches me it is not worth a fight,

not worth to fight for the right,

that right or wrong

do not belong

in this state of being,

just agreeing

both sides of the coin are there

and share,

the existance of being a whole

and your soul will know,

which way you need to go,

to stay in the flow

and not get trapped

in a contradicting trap,

but use this tension,

which is stronger with further expansion,

as a jumping energy,

not to flee,

but to enter a higher dimension

paying attention

aware

of what you care

and what you need to live

when you need to forgive,

yourself for not be able to choose

and you lose,

one of the sides or both

because they make POFF!,

the more time passes

and they solve into 'no-mattering-anymore-gases'.

And all that is left

is a deft,

to live life in all its dimensions,

an comprehension,

of deep inside understanding

not blending,

but authentic living

receiving and giving,

knowing dualities of life will be always there

and share

space with you,

to see your truth

and it is up to you,

what you need to choose

to stay true,

to your soul and heart

and not to lose yourself

following false beliefs which collected on your inside shelves.

Instead seeing aware,

for what you need to care

and put one step after another

one after the other,

to create your own path

and take a bath,

in the abundance of life,

dancing with your being jive.

So, dear dualities of life,

you are not there to deprive,

but to give chances,

which either dulls or enhances,

your living.

So, thank you for giving,

me the bigger picture

and find my fitting inside scripture.'

-Created and copyright by Anke Martin    

                                      
http://www.goodreads.com/author/quotes/2856822.Osho 

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Good night. 
Letting go.
A full circle day.
Yawn.
Tired.
So, ready to spread my wings and just jump into the unknown
and while flying all that filled the space between the heart and soul is getting cleared, 
all that landed on my palms today is flying off,
for life to take care, 
smiling with the wind, 
because he is my friend,
supporting my flight into the unknown.
Grateful to all.
Grateful to my heart, soul and being who are couragous facing lessons which are sometimes painful.
Grateful to my body, doing such a good job keeping me healthy.
Grateful to life for all.
Saying thank to all that is coming.

Flying up and down, 
SAILING the blue wide sky in joy, with inside freedom, with this love for living fully, 
expanding my horizon,
flying into unknown grounds, 
ready and aware to expierence
and learn what needs to be learned.

Thank you for being here, going up and down my waves of living and discovering BEING.

Smiles to you, 
I wish you a wonderful rest, 

Anke :))))

Good night!