Sometimes you would like to scream out words - Tuesday poem

'Sometimes you just would like to scream out words

Sometimes you just would like to scream out words

because it hurts

inside, 

when you get thrown at ,with others pain

that is in hide

and not being seen

by the one so keen, of throwing out,

not in a shout

but in those frustrated ways

that pays

so much attention

on others

to find what bothers

and just focus on them

so they can play this game 

of hide in the dark 

of their own pulsating vein,

trying to tell them to love,

step above,

all that happened years ago

and join again a joyous flow,

living and giving out of their own compassion

not paying attention to Ego ration 

of adding and subtracting 

what is happening, 

instead open themselves to be fed by wonder

life is providing, 

making your heart fonder

let yourself be guiding

by your souls thriving.

So, sometimes when you would like to scream out words

because it hurts

all I do, 

is seeing my true,

and dearly beings silence,

remembering this inner science

called inner alchemy

not a lot are able to live and see
and act towards yourself and others responsibly.

So, I just take a deep breath

and let it rest

not taking it personal

but seeing it as a signal

the other is not doing good

and maybe just needs to be understood.

So, letting it be

and not start a plea,

might free you both,

because you know

this awareness grows

only when you are understood,

and this should, would, could

of expectations

turning into frustrations

become aware,

as soon you start to really care,

for yourself

learning to be this elf

giving yourself care and love

to step above

the Ego's games

which blames, 

instead finding your own joy to be responsible

that it is possible

to create a life

which is ripe

to live fullfilled

and not in guilt, 

and build

your inside joy

employ, 

all that life is giving

you,

 for living.

So, sometimes when you would like to scream out loud words

because it hurts

look for the message behind

and be kind,

even it seems hard at first

but it will disperse,

all this fight potential,

out of hiding essential

not being aware

how to care

for oneself

being your own loving elf.

And maybe you can show by being kind

you do not mind

of the effect, 

as a way for them to find

their own peace of mind. '

- Created and Copyright by Anke Martin 2013

Good night. 

Letting go. 

Being grateful to all.

Saying thank you.

Saying thank you in advance.

I wish you a wonderful rest.

Smiles, Anke :)

Tired.

And one child with fever.

Dear life give me strength!