Friday, October 18, 2013

Friday, beautiful morning sun and?

......hair cut! Let's see What i get done....shorter? Different color? Lol....adventure.....yep....see you later. May we all have a wonderful day, filled with inside calmness and peace :) 

Smiles, Anke :)


Reading while waiting.....and wondering.....vulnerability.....and coming out with my being hsp.....i made the experience, when i be honest and open with it, it created more understanding and honest connections than being attacked or being taken as a playball, but maybe only because i am in my inside strength and do not allow any bullying anymore at all. Maybe with learning my lesson to say clearly 'NO MORE' to any bullying, it is easier for me to deal openly with being highly sensitive....and still without the support of this amazing pilgrimaging group, i don't know if i would be where i am at now.....maybe growing into my strength would have taken longer....who knows and it does not matter....and as well connections with other HSPs along the way supported me to fully accept the gift i was born with. Grateful accepting.....sigh....and you? Living your potential well? Undercover? Or full blast out loud? Lol...maybe this is my calling....to live it out loud.....in whatever way possible....my creativity finds its way ;) And yes this is living vulnerabilty too....


Ps: when life reminds me to pull back into my now.....sometimes it is a yikes-reminding....i got it....pulled into my now, in a sudden....and grateful my reaction was somehow fast ;) sigh.....and hair cut? About same length just a little different in the front and highlights....i enjoy the new cut :)


Official off wack today....so living slowly....or is it out of wack????

Lol.....picking up my ride....eeehhhaaaa!


Surprised....yes....Thank you! And car is driving again....sigh....grateful to have a car again....:)

It is releasing: This quote from the other day...'pull them into your peace'.....LOL...let's see what more.....expanding inside...yes.....in calm ripples.....amazing.....interesting......wonder-filled ;) I will just release with words, whatever comes to my intuition, don't worry if you do not get my 'words' lined up like beads on a string ;)  Lightness.....OPENING......

'Erdachtes mag zu denken geben,  
doch nur Erlebtes wird beleben.' 

- Paul Von Heyse
...resting and nesting in my inside core.....in my own rhythm......fully accepting, no resistance.....smirk...spreading my arms wide and GRATEFUL !!! (Stupid auto correcting!) letting go.....entering the space of being fully....connected....wings and grounded.....and baking cake, lol....how is your day so far? ....growing.....knowingly smile......life is in the lead....free being.....blue sky....wideness of soul....and you know what? There is a cool easy transfer function....lol...no not on me, lol...on the pc ;) discovered that yesterday...and since it takes forever....grateful for my smarted phone, lol ....inside status? Amazing calm....quite interesting....growing into something i cannot name yet...due to new and not experienced yet......it is fully letting go of resistance....it is allowing....it is becoming who you are....it is a grateful accepting of offered nows, creating un fractions of seconds aware....it is about courage....it is about listening and trusting your intuition deeply....learning how to live it fully....slowly, in your own time....being on eye level.....

 
...it is a growing in its own time....it is conquering a right away response....Wow...fascinating....how this happens....a conquered smile of being....yes....:) Off to camp ground...ey!

Ps from later later....how is your evening? Mine? Without Hightech and hanging out with cute wild monkey no.3 and my mom...and inside expanding? On hold? Maybe....lol...it is rippeling....the calm space is just not there to connect to it deeply ;) 
 Ps: cute wild monkey in bed...now reading....maybe some more sharing maybe not...typing with One finger and crazy auto-correcting....is a challenge ;)

 ps: grateful letting go....that other word was not meant....yikes....are there keyboards out for smart phones?...would make it more convenient....or turn auto correction off....;)....okay off to read....auto correction changed....reading this 'not meant to type' words stung reading.....oh well....fixed now :)

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