Questioning - Thursday poem

'Questioning

Questions which emerge inside,

out of hide,

poking me to create answers,

adjust the sensing sensors,

of feeling into all,

not pulling into withdrawal,

instead couragous face

whatever comes up, in a grace,

wondering with an open mind

being kind

to my soul and heart,

find a start,

to love the questions deep inside,

let my intuition be the guide,

to slowly live my way into the answer,

letting be every step with my soul and heart an enhancer,

to find my way by walking

not talking,

actually doing this step

not afraid of mishap,

just living in and with compassion,

not as a fashion,

but as a deep integrated meaning,

ready for leaping,

into unknown grounds

till my heart pounds,

freely and wide

going with the tide,

of life

seeing the alive and not the deprive,

all the chances I am getting

and letting

me,

find my way in my beings grace,

to fill my space 

inside and out,

sometimes calm and sometimes loud,

with color and my unique vibe,

living in this light,

that is not focusing on wrong or right,

just pulls you along

into a belong,

that just uplifts you in a sweep,

your heart and soul will always keep,

because it is energizing deep,

something you never felt before

and you feel the need to explore

and on the way to find your core,

again and again

and you stop to complain,

because nothing is in vain,

all is there

 to share,

with you an important lesson,

in a freshen

wind that carries you magically,

fascinates you quickly

and you can just surrender

in this splendor,

of warmth

that charms,

all of you,

rippling slowly through,

all your cells,

impels,

you to keep walking and spreading your arms,

disarms,

you completely of your wapons,

and just see what happens

open aware and curious,

lucious,

experiencing life

making you fully alive.

Questions from hide,

poking me to ride,

the winds of change,

life does arrange

and challenging me to grow

into my beings glow,

being who I was meant to be,

my BEING will agree,

in an authentic glee,

even this is not easy to live

and still you are ready to forgive,

all who can not understand

or comprehend

and take you as an offend,

you just wish for them to find their own questions in hide

and love them in the light,

till they slowly live their way into it,

and create their understanding complete.

Thank you questions of my life,

even sometimes you drive 

me to the edge

of the ledge

and the only choice I have is jump,

without knowing if I can fly or bump

into the ground,

or be astound

of what I am capable,

enable,

to grow into,

new,

ways,

in my beings grace.'

-Created and copyright by Anke Martin :)